I suppose we all have those moments of uncertanty and doubt. In a way, where would we be without them? The fect that it bothered me so much reminds me that there is some profound set of emotions invested. It's as refreshing as a summer breeze to feel the cool air of love kissing your cheeks.
As for domestic affairs, the contemplation of a new career is at once exciting and terrifyingly paralyzing. The paths before my feet seem to be getting progressively longer and inevitably more complexe.
The realisation that I am approaching that point in my life where I need to consider where I want to be in 5 years. Stability, family, career... the overprocessing of thoughts makes the decision process ultimately more frustrating. Questioning it all as a whole... Would I be a good nurse? Would I be a good mother? Would I be a good wife?... Young minds are driven to mature contemplations and revelations.
In the end, I suppose, it is best to have faith in ones own capabilities and go forth believing and trusting that it will all work out. Suddenly, the world doesnt seem such a scary place. Especially when your phone rings in the wee hours of the morning with simple msgs reminding you that across the country, someone loves you, is thinking of you, and is really only as far away, as the distance we put between us in our relationship. Adieu cold mistrusted doubt and insecurity. I embark my next journeys with the companionship of uncertainty paired open minded blinding faith that the world has something amazing waiting for me...
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